Hi World, it’s Me!
Yes, I have entered the blog world with yet another inane personal blog about not much in particular. How can planet earth take another blog full of bullshit? I don’t know but if you are unfortunate enough to have stumbled across this dross then I feel for you. I am not an exciting individual by any mean street. My life is about as average as you can get in some ways and totally fucked up in others. A 40 yo man, gay divorcee, as a new generation begins to look at me with the contempt of youth. “I was young once too!” I scream in frustration while I combat doubtful looks. But enough of that. Young people can go get fucked.
Then I have to put up with people my own age or slightly older all of whom seem to have busy lives working and looking after the kiddie winks. How fucked up do I feel when they look at me with that pitying stare to declare that ‘yes I am fucking 40 and I have no kids’. Why do they make you feel that basically you have failed the number one reason of existence ie to marry and procreate. It doesn’t help that I work amongst women who think this is the whole reason of existence. You get asked, “Are you married? Do You Have kids?” as if they are ticking off some mental checklist of deciding if you are normal or not. As I reply no to these banal fuckwits to their checklist of what constitutes “one of us,” I can see the mental arithmetic deciding I must be some kind of total loser. meanwhile I then have to sit through thousands of boring as bat shit stories about little sally or sam and what fucking cute thing they did/said lately.
How even more fucked up do I appear when I tell them yes I am gay. A queer, a poof, a fag a homo or whatever you want to call it. The mental connections explode in their pathetic minds connecting all the not married and no kids dots in one final burst of cognition. At least at this point I no longer get asked the dumb questions.
Anyway I haven’t meant to turn this into a huge whine session but it is my blog and you can get fucked if you don’t like it. As a single man I have been able to do some amazing shit that maybe I would not have had the opportunity to do if I was tied down to some nagging bitch and a brood of rugrats. Sorry I can’t have any job satisfaction because I am stuck here paying off a mortgage and putting you little shits through school. Yeah I have not traveled because my parasitic family have milked me bone dry of all my dignity and cash. Yeah fuck that.
I have nothing against people who are married or have kids, don’t get me wrong. I just hate those fuckers who think that they are so superior to everyone else because they got pregnant in the back seat of some Ford and had to marry a total arsehole who now probably likes golf more than he actually likes his wife. Good life choices there! Families can be sources of great pleasure or great pain after all. Take my family for instance. Two brothers who are such complete arseholes that if they pucker up for a kiss I swear they look like anuses. A sister who thinks she is the most successful person in the family and totally rubs it in whenever she can with little comments or leading questions. UUkkk she frustrates me. A mother who lies to me about nearly everything. A father who passed on some years ago but gave me stupid advice when I was a kid that caused me more problems than it solved. Yeah as you can guess I fucking hate Christmas.
So the next time you look down your nose at a 40 YO man who is single and has no kids and is gay, just remember that he is free and you are not. He can do whatever he wants and you can not. He can have sex with multiple partners and you have golf or mothers group. He has money, all of yours is spent on housing and feeding your parasitic family. He can workin any job he enjoys where you are stuck in the same dead end shit hole job because to leave would put your families lifestyle at risk. He can enjoy the company of kids but give them back when they turn into little shits, you can’t. Ha ha life is good!
